Nov 29 2010 Evening

Its been awhile since the last post, alot has happened.Family thanksgivings, new boy friend, new black friday laptop and i didnt even get mauled friday. classes have started again. Decorated the house for christmas, yay its coming. hopefully school get over soon.

Nov 22 2010 Late

Wow its been forever sence the last time I posted. So I decided to tell my family that im bi, awful idea. My dad decided i'm not worthy of his love, he will no longer talk to or look at me. My step mom thinks I have a mental disorder. There was a wedding this weekend my parents flt awkward with me there but it was fun. Got ill last night and couldnt go to school today. I slept from 12am until 2 pm, but after i woke i felt so much better.

Nov 17 2010 Evening

Heart break is the key to the door that is your future, well wat if u cant stand that key and want to throw it away. Honestly I had no idea that never talking to Derrick again would hurt so much. But today was an okish day, went to work had to turn my phone off cause he wouldnt stop txting me and if i had responded it would have hurt too much. Got home and didnt really feel like doing anything so all i did today was make a very simple supper consisting of a single bolony sandwhich, YUCK, and then stare at the wall for hours. Got a club supper at school tomorrow so ill be there most of the day hopefully that goes well.

Nov 15 2010 Later

Was really busy this weekend, and its not like im giving life changing advice so I dont feel the absolute need to post daily I just like it. Had a busy weekend. Derrick decided he never wants to see or talk to me because thursday and friday I hung out with him and saturday i wanted to hang with some other buddies and i wouldnt sneak over to his house after, it was 2am. So i returned all his shit and told him to delete my number and i deleted his number so hopefully he gets a new phone before his birthday cause i left a calender event on there that has my number and a cute message on it.

Found out Friday my mother and step father bought a new house so im helping move them in this friday. The house looks wonderful, im gonna have to suck up to them cause it is the ultimate party house. Fully done basement, outside firepit, 20X10X10 pool with diving borad, fully enclosed backyard and neighbors that dont give a damn! Oh and saturday a wedding......not gonna be fun.

A weekend of "fun" until all hours of the night really makes u hate getting up to go to classes. But w/e its only psychology all i gotta do is show up and i pretty much get the points.
thats enough lame venting for one later, time for bed

Nov 11 2010/ Nov 12 2010 12:03AM Late/Early?

SO had a blended day of school which means all the shit I had to do for school could be done on the computer at home so I didnt have to go in. Woke up at 9 ate a muffin and cleaned the house a bit. At 5 Derrick and i went to the mall and had an amzing time. I officially love him again and he loves me too so YAY us. made it official with hand drawn green rings on our wedding fingers, lol. After drawing on outselves we got hungry so we went to McyD's and saw my old science teacher so we ate quickly and got outta there. We had our honey moon in the elevator and 3rd story bathroom of the mall, and the middle school parking lot. HEHE it was fun. Nothing can ruin my mood now, im too damn happy. Hopefully were gonna hang out tomorrw after work!!!!! CANT WAIT FOR THE WEEKEND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Nov 9 2010 Afternoon

Im in a cyan kinda mood today, went to psych class had a wonderful time. The resident retard in our class makes me laugh at his simplicity. When I got home I made a leftovers, mmmmmm spagetti. Had a little homework to do online but its ok there r only 2 ppl that can ruin my mood and they wont txt me back so im fine. Gotta work tomorrow at 9 so i can sleep in a little tonight, YAY. Thursdays a blended day again so i can really sleep in cant wait for the weekend to come. no school no work. and the beautiful night club i call home!!!!!!

Nov 8 2010 Late

Wasnt in the mood to post yesterday, got in a fight with derrick AGAIN!!! Today went very well woke up at 630 got ready for school. The least tolerable of my class mates decided he wanted to pick a fight with the tiny philapino woman, she verbally whooped his ass, HOpefully he quits now, if only we were that lucky. After school came home and decorated the front yard garden for christmas. Had a spagetti supper and now im thinking im gonna go to bed early

Nov 6 2010 Afternoon

Whoops couldn't make a post last night to much stuff to do, but no one cares anyways i'm only doing this as a way of giving wat I do significance. Um Friday went to work at ten got to sleep in, it was great. When I got home I finished cleaning out the stall area. Visited brandon at the park, gave him his birthday present :P hehe. Then went to Jay's WELCOME BACK PARTY!!!! That was a wonderful time.  discovered that when ur running outside in ur underwear after a person that took ur clothes it isnt that cold, even though its like 30 outside. I got em back, WET!! had to ask Jenn to dry them for me. It was an amazing party. to bad it had to end. today Jordan came over and were in the process of making movable nest boxes for the chickens. then possibly going to ryans to play Xbox, WOOHOO!!!!!!

Nov 4 2010 Late

Worked a casino job toinight went wonderfully, getting hit on by a 22 year old has reignited my ability to like men, hes a real cutie. Um gotta work tomorrow, after then going to a welcome back party hopefully im gonna "have fun" LOL

Nov 3 2010 Night

So um the day was going wonderfully until, i txted derrick and asked if he wanted to hang. Well now we r never speaking again and i officially hate men, thats gonna suck for a bisexual. Anywho maybe sleeping it off will dull the pain, hope it doesnt affect work or my weekend :(       NIGHT ALL

Nov 3 2010 Noon

Woohoo so far a good day, didnt have to work till 9, later tonight just gonna chill maybe do some homework. Can not wait for friday, kick ass welcome back party for J. But I dont have work or school thay day so idk wat ill do before hand,maybe hang with derrick or tyler.

Nov 2 2010 Afternoon

Feeling surprisingly good today. Had an awesome day in class. Um......jammed to firework- Katy Perry on the way home. Thinkin today is gonna be the day I winterize the hell outta the barn and give my car the pre winter check up/tune up it deserves, oh yea also gotta vote today, bleh waste of time. after voting ill do all my outside stuff.

Nov 1 2010 Evening

Woke up at 630 today, actually not as hard as i was thinkin it was gonna be. Had a very dull day school wise. Got home and texted the boy I may be in love with idk yet, he lives kinda far away but idk il have to see. Im starting to hate being single. i just want someone to wake up next to every morning and have a 7 hour conversation with. anyhoo, i mowed today kinda cold outside but it needed done. now im making a chicken supper and heading to bed early tonight!!!