Nov 17 2010 Evening

Heart break is the key to the door that is your future, well wat if u cant stand that key and want to throw it away. Honestly I had no idea that never talking to Derrick again would hurt so much. But today was an okish day, went to work had to turn my phone off cause he wouldnt stop txting me and if i had responded it would have hurt too much. Got home and didnt really feel like doing anything so all i did today was make a very simple supper consisting of a single bolony sandwhich, YUCK, and then stare at the wall for hours. Got a club supper at school tomorrow so ill be there most of the day hopefully that goes well.